Something on your “to-do list” that never gets done.

The only thing missing from my to-do list is getting up in the morning and exercising. Every night I promise myself that I will wake up tomorrow. But it seems that day will never come. When the alarm clock rings in the morning, I think leave it friend, I will wake up tomorrow. Then I also think that I will do exercise at some time of the day. But the whole day passes and even that cannot be done.

I have so much work that I don’t have time to breathe during the day, but I don’t feel like getting out of bed. Then I lie there wondering how people get up in the morning, why can’t I get up? I have read a lot that lazy people are not successful in life. But still I feel that I am lazy, I just don’t feel like getting up in the morning. Sometimes when I look out the window, I see people out for their morning walk. They are moving very fast. Even after seeing everything, I wonder what will be uprooted. And then I snuggle back into bed.

Sometimes I even think that I am gaining too much weight and my clothes won’t fit. And when I look at my clothes, I vow that now no one can stop me from getting up in the morning. And then when I remember those clothes when I wake up in the morning, I say to myself, leave it, I will buy more.

No one is as unhappy as I am every time I put myself on the weight machine. I also know that increasing weight is not good for me. Many diseases will occur due to weight gain. Still I can’t get up in the morning. Whenever I climb stairs, I feel like my breathing is getting heavy. All my friends wake up in the morning and exercise. It feels good to listen to them, I feel like I will be able to do it too. but when?